You know... When you got overwhelmed and almost drowning in the sea of work & what not yours, you forgot about it. That's what happens to me. I lost my direction & purpose in life.
What I truly want...I mean my heart. Deep inside, the goal & DREAM is so strong!
It's burning slowly and picking up fire again when I give it attention!
Today, I am reminded of it again.
It's been a while since I read it and apply it! Now is the time again for some heart to heart with myself reflections.
" First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.
Life is a grindstone. Whether it wears you down or polishes you up depends on what YOU are made of."
What I want to be, who I want to be, who I am, remind myself this again and again. Keep in mind who I am. What I want to achieve! I really want to go out there & try out the real world! New York / Paris!
I want to work with a brand/ company who has resources to invest in me, groom me & allow me to grow immensely FAST!
Time I dont have to waste! I want it quick! I want it now!
I know I have nothing to lose,
and when I become transfixed on a passionate goal, I always give my all-> time & energy.
I am willing to work hard (& smart!) and give everything I have to be working towards becoming the No.1 fashion runways/ shows and become the BEST in the makeup industry, the IT celebrity artist!
Perhaps... Perhaps 3.. Or 5years later, I may come back again to Singapore and build my own beauty brand!